the greatest battles are those in the mind.


Monday, October 30, 2006


weets.
3rd day into granny's hospital stay,
and FINALLY she can consume food and water. (:
and no more dizzyness and vomitting (:
she has got a mild stroke, and there is blood clotting at the back of the neck area, causing the cells to be dead, forever.
and i cant believe that there isnt medicine to cure stroke.
rah!
they can only give ah ma medicine to try and prevent another stroke from happening.
thanks god on the day she fainted, she was being holded on to tightly.
i cant imagine what will happen if no one did.
but now, she have kind of lost her sense of balance.
she will be prone to falling down.
guess they wil be employing a maid for her.
hmm. and after my Os, i MUST spend lots of time with her. (:
i don wish to find myself regretting one day.
ow. but i still don understand, how can my super healthy granny suffer from a stroke?
i mean, its like she can even walk faster than me!
and i got her age wrongly. shes 94! (:
a ah ma to lots of grand children and great grand children. (:
i want her to live for another 10years at least. (:
and witness the day 4 of us gets married(yes, jia jiejie, u r included! (: )

todays paper was a breeze.
pretty easy ((:
but i forgot something damn stupid.
for both letter writting and compo,
i DID NOT write down the question number.
i didnt know how i managed to forget, but it was just out of my mind.
so, 2points deducted. =(
since my oral was only a merit, i only hope to get at least an A2. (of course, an A1 would be nice! (: )

slept like a pig just now.
from 3 to 6.
hur. was at the hospital last night till pretty late.
so super tired.
6 freaking days more to the start of the Os.
have to switch my mood.



CECILIA
6:48 PM